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02:34 pm
[Link] | Livejournal eh? God I nearly forgot this was here.
Weird, things are weird just now. I am pretty sure it is a good weird but still weird all the same.
There a few people I miss. Mostly my Dad right now and I get soooo mad at myself that when I do see him, I act like I would rather be somewhere else. I know my lack of enthusiasm around him hurts him but I try and try to be normal but the ability escapes me.
Wee Alex. I love her and I am worried about her. I hope the sun comes out for you soon darling, both metaphorically and literally...'cause all this shite weather is probably not helping your mood.
T in the Park couldn't come quick enough. I am going to dance to Sons and Daughters with that boy until we fall over...hopefully.
I love him, I really love him.
xxxx
Current Location: the arctic..sorry my HOUSE!
Current Music: 57- Biffy Clyro
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08:52 pm
[Link] | 
this still makes me smile.
x
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07:09 pm
[Link] | seems i have deserted the old live journal malarky these days. that is because its shite. i have resorted back to the old school method of diary writing..you know pen and paper. just came on to see if anything crazy had been entered, looks like it hasnt. i bid thee farewell livejournal. x
Current Music: Erol Alkan Live at Glastonbury
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12:36 pm
[Link] | "It's these times that it ends,
The start to breaking off, to start to fall apart
Oh! hold on to your heart."
Current Music: BRMC - All you do is talk
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12:02 am
[Link] | oh my god confusion central and i still cant figure out which one of you is lying!!
today has been a low day, the lowest in a while. hopefully tomorrow the sun will shine.
xxx
Current Music: BRMC - Love Burns
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01:25 pm
[Link] | i can't actually wear the mask anymore. pretending to be a shiney happy person is too tiring. i'll take a backseat though, as i always do. dust my problems under the carpet, along with the past years.
xx
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12:12 pm
[Link] | i want to be past caring more than anything. i can't be mad at him for long no matter what hes done and it drives me insane. i don't like to cause an atmosphere but she sure as hell don't mind causing one! im stuck in the middle of two people who i love with all my heart and its the most awful place ive been.
xx
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09:52 am
[Link] | NU-RAVE !!!
drugs are bad...mmmmkay!
foamy puke sign of a good night.
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04:11 pm
[Link] | "i lost my faith in the summer time cause it dont stop raining!"
xx
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11:35 pm
[Link] | i think know i had the best weekend of my life there. it was amazing and the weather didnt put a dampner on the moods of me or my hobbit, only thing it dampened was our tent and clothing, but hey it dried so whos caring. i honestly have never ever laughed as much as i did on Sunday night in my life before and i loved waking up (after two hours sleep) with belly aches cause id laughed so much. yeah the fact that i needed the toilet may have contributed to these aches but i know that 99.9% of the pain was happy pain. i had such a good time, escaped from my shitty life for four days. id like to thank kirsty for smiling the full time and never once complaining about anything other than the cold, which we both complained about. we were a right good team werent we lass? although i feel sorry for her cause by they sunday night she had contracted my foul mouth disease as every second word had turned to 'fuck' or some other obseneity, im sorry about that. she also got slightly dumber after spending time with me and she just realised after 8 years of friendship how much of a weird imagination i have and how i just talk shit the majority of the time. im sure you love me more now, dont you?
roll on T 2008, and this time its a big tent mate a BIG one we can stand in lol.
all that werent there...you fucking missed yourselves man.
xxx
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12:20 pm
[Link] | ihate the dampner my mum has on my good mood and excitement, god no one can be happy if she isnt.
have I done something wrong?
im a little let down just now and the only thing putting a smile on my face is the thought of this coming weekend, although im slightly worried about some aspects of it :(
FUCK SAKE!!
Current Mood:  confused
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11:42 pm
[Link] |
i care.
"It's been too long since i've left the shed
You kick the bucket, I'll swing my legs
Always remember the pact that we made
Too young to die, but old is the grave"
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06:06 pm
[Link] | yesterday was gill and pauls wedding. it was the first wedding i have ever been to and man was it a good yin. i had thee most amazing day and drank thee most i think i have ever consumed in one day, and thats including t in the park lol. it was sooooo good and they are an amazing couple who have the nicest family and friends around them :) so i managed not to cry during the ceremony which was a huge shock to all lol. i did however cry at the speeches. all three were heavy going but all heart felt. then came the dancing and boy did i dance. i danced and ran around after Kaylan for a large amount of time lol, god knows how she wasnt knackered cause i sure as hell was. i was steaming, BLAZING drunk some may say. the fact that i dont remember falling out the taxi makes me laugh but also a little gutted cause i think that would be a good memory to end the night lol.
im starting to feel a little sad about some things but on the other hand happy about the remainder. OH WELL.
xxxx
Current Mood:  hungover
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11:23 am
[Link] | the maccabees are playing in october. hum ho.
lunch out with mum and gran today..what to have?
i think i may love the twang and their lyrics, ah so fitting.
kirstyn=smiles.
x
Current Mood:  bouncy
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02:07 pm
[Link] | im glad things are fine with us now, i feel ive got my rock back cause i know shes for life. its weird cause like with siobhan i know no matter what we go through we can remain friends and sort stuff out yadda yadda. i know how much i mean to her and vice versa, in all honesty just thank fuck for her lol.
also..
"she's the one that's always there.
Yeah she's the one that always cares.
Yeah she's the one that always there. "
and its for me too, yeah i reckon that sums me up, cause man i am always there, i do always care.
my stomach turned, it did like a 360 tumble. i must've been cried out i think, yeah thats what it was.
loves
xxx
Current Mood:  uncomfortable
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06:08 pm
[Link] | man you make me laugh, but not in a good way.
last night was good, just sat in katies and watched Kindergarten Cop and laughed A LOT! it was ace, im glad things are a little more sorted shall i say.
my granpa was well behaved today, he didnt bully me for my grammer or use of a non existant word. he just sat there and bit his tongue on several occassions no doubt lol.
all is well, to an extent.
cc
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05:59 pm
[Link] | FUCK SAKE!
im in a mood today, but my friends will make it better tonight, for once everything in that department is fine. thank god!
growing bored of some things just now folks, things better change.
x
Current Music: Cold War Kids..oh now its Cajun Dance Party
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04:04 pm
[Link] | i bought lots of fruit and veg today at asda, im actually excited about eating fried vegetables hahaha. how weird am i? to be honest i don't care.
woohoo pac-a-parka..genuis
xxx
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09:16 pm
[Link] | the sun shone for the whole day today and that made me smile, and feel slightly ill after a while but mainly smiley!
this weekend hasn't been the best but at least i don't have to go to college or anything like that on monday, nothing beats that feeling and its not getting old yet.
i have to buy a dress for Gills wedding (which i am now attending bot the ceremony and reception) and i don't do dressy so im stressing about that to be quite honest.
i haven't stopped sneezing all day and my throat hurts when i talk, i want fruit and theres none!
seems my mates past entries have been happy upbeat ones so im glad they are happy.
xx
Current Music: Erol Alkan
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06:04 pm
[Link] | 
thanks for the voice x
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